So those of you who know me know I have pretty much stayed at home since I have had my girls. I have done some in home daycare here and there , taught preschool while my middle one was in my class. But pretty much stayed at home. Now my youngest is in 2nd grade and I am an emotional wreck. I am 35 and have no idea what I want to do when I grow up ( not sure if I ever will). Where did life go... I am sad my girls aren't little ones anymore. I am trying to celebrate them growing up but the truth is.. it sucks. For me atleast it does. I need to find something I enjoy doing because after all I am growin up! I have to pretend to work and do the adult stuff. So I got this opportunity to apply for a police officer gig but I have to do a physical test!!! AHHHHHH I found out about it about 3 weeks ago and have been working my tail off since. When I was a little pony tail wearing kid, if you asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up I would have said either an artist or a sharp shooter. hehehe So, I read Annie Oakley. This Saturday is the test, I am sweatin bullets. I just don't know if I can do it. I am a religious woman, I believe in God. And I always say my prayers at night and I'll bet God is about sick of hearing about this test! hahahaha Is asking for super human strength so wrong?!!
Anyways.. thanks for listening about my little plop of BS. Hope you have a good day. And if you do have little ones yelling at you for a snack or can we watch Dora again.. embrace it. Soon they will be talking about boys and periods and stuff.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
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